Monday, June 11, 2007

day 613

It's another one of those pain days....

My head registers every stimulus as pain in addition to whatever the stimulus is...sound, movement, light, touch...

I hate this.

I hate more that I can't get enough medication to bring it down a little without feeling like I'm giving away half of my life.

I'm tired of living at a 5 or worse almost all the time.

I'd just like to be close to normal again...

But that isn't going to happen, is it?

1 comment:

thesunnyabyss said...

I know the health issues I have been dealing with are nothing compared to the pain you live with, but I do sympathize with the wanting to feel normal, that's what I have been saying through all of this, I just want to feel normal again, you are in my thoughts