Wednesday, December 13, 2006

bad day

My emotions are running all over creation.

I can't sleep, and when I do, I don't rest.

I'm jittery and twitchy.

I spent some time this afternoon crying after my son kissed me goodbye on his way out after visiting me. I don't know why, and I don't know how it triggered.

I'm stopping the Prozac. I'll see if that helps.

Tonight I'll take a Xanax so I can at least sleep. I have to. I need to rest.

I'm exhausted.

I'd like the people who say I can still work with this disease to be where I am, right now, feeling what I'm feeling, and then decide if it's true or not.

It stinks.

1 comment:

RusticateGirl said...

Yes, it does stink. Just do what you feel is best for your health situation -only YOU know what that is.