Thursday, June 14, 2007

day 616

I had a mini-meltdown last night.

I'm just so tired of being frustrates the heck out of me. I used to be able to go, and do, and work, and do more, and I was happy and felt productive and liked my job...

Now I feel...yuck. I'm tired almost all the time, and I am always always always in pain, and I'm tired of it. I'm tired of the pain doc thinking a 5 is an okay pain level to live with all the time. I'm tired of hurting and not being able to do things because I hurt.

I'm just over it all right now.

I'm glad I see the shrink tomorrow. Maybe he'll up my Lexapro. Maybe that will help.

One can always hope.

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