I know the feeling will go away. I just had to put it into words. It's part of the process, of the chronic pain, of the headaches that never end. It's part of the medicine and side effects and the bad taste in my mouth and the tiredness and my intolerance of normal things. It's part of the not being able to work and the lack of finances and the worrying about paying the bills and how long will it take to get disability?
I need sleep.