can't sleep

I have horrid insomnia. I'm wide awake. The back of my stupid head hurts again and it prevents me from relaxing all the way when I'm lying down. The right side of my head is giving me fits even after half an extra-strength Vicodin. I don't want to take any more. I'm afraid I'm going to become dependent on this stuff and it scares the bejeebers out of me.

This is getting ridiculous.

I'm so sick of being this way I could puke.

I want my life back.