I've been stewing most of the day.
The pain doc thinks that because I had a paradoxical reaction to the Methadone my headaches must be anxiety or stress related and that I should totally stop taking the Vicodin and increase my Prozac again.
I'd like for him to have to deal with this pain for a solid stinking year and see how HE feels.
I'd like for him to lose his job, his car, his income, and have to fight with social security because of an invisible disability that makes a lot of people think I'm making it up.
I'd like for him to have to live in a cave because of sensitivity to light and have to use the captioning on his TV because he can't stand for the volume to be up.
I'd like for him to lose the ability to get out and around because the sounds and smells of society make him sick.
I'm mad.
I'm also getting a new pain doctor.
I don't have to put up with this.
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I've been here on earth for just over half a century. For the last several years, I've had a chronic pain condition as my constant companion. I've learned to value each and every day simply because it is there; to love and appreciate my family and friends; to enjoy life and love no matter the restrictions on my time or activity; and, most importantly, to love and worship God in any way I can regardless of my limitations.
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The older I get, the more I lean on God. He is my all in all and from Him I get the strength to go on from day to day. Currently He has allowed me to be afflicted with a nerve-based disability that has taken me out of the mainstream workplace and changed the way I live my life; in this, I see more and more how dependent I am on Him for every moment of every day. Without Him, I am nothing. With Him, I can do all things.
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"For I know the thoughts and plans that I have for you, says the Lord, thoughts and plans for welfare and peace and not for evil, to give you hope in your final outcome. Then you will call upon Me, and you will come and pray to Me, and I will hear and heed you. Then you will seek Me, inquire for, and require Me [as a vital necessity] and find Me when you search for Me with all your heart. I will be found by you, says the Lord, and I will release you from captivity and gather you from all the nations and all the places to which I have driven you, says the Lord, and I will bring you back to the place from which I caused you to be carried away captive." Jeremiah 29:11-14, Amplified Bible
1 comment:
Hi there. Sorry you are having such a difficult time.
This is my first look at blogs for migraine sufferers. I happen to be one, am a psychotherapist, have three great kids, great husband...and am treated like a dirtbag by ERs' (which I visit about once every 6 months or so..)
I wanted to tell you beware the methadone. Made my whole body tingle, started to lose feeling in hands and feet, thought I had MS. Whew...Anyway, find a new doc...and good luck...
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